Well. I was talking to my mom two hours ago, and she mentioned when I was talking about what may have caused my anxiety issues, that there mught be something that stems from my childhood. I got curious as to what se was talking about, and as soon as she mentioned the names of the children that had done this things started coming back to me. When I was five, there was a girl living next to me who was always bullying me. She also involved two boys, one of whom was around eight years old. Apparently I had asked my mom about my ”friend” that had a peepee put into her.. you know. A year later when the boys moved out I had told my mom it was actually me, not my friend. This girl orchestrated these scenarios where I would be naked and had to do something ”or else”.. i remember being naked in my front yard, my mom had once even seen this. So, my question is, how would be the best way to deal with this information. I am already going to a psychologist, but this is a topic that we have never discussed due to me not being able to pinpoint what happened. I am worried I will deal with this the wrong way and get even worse anxiety. I had always felt like something has been bothering me forever but I just cannot remember it. I have been feeling sick after hearing it, sorry if this post was a bit rambly.