I don't know if it was a flashback or what happened. But I am a mother of an adult now, but my oldest and youngest daughter but mostly oldest was sexually abused by their bio father. I was molested when I was 11 years old and my mother did nothing about it. Covered it up, so to speak. Then was forced to give a blow job to a guy when I was 15 at a party one night. Never told anyone. I knew the kids' father from the time I was 18 and he was 25. Through many years of therapy later I have found he manipulated me and mentally and emotionally abused me. When I say that I feel like I'm making an excuse for myself for not seeing what was going on? I don't know, I still feel guilty. What happened last night, my oldest daughter and her 4 year old son live with me and my now husband of 12 years. I went to ask her a question and opened her door to her room and my grandson and her were just laying on the bed doing nothing and all of a sudden I felt like they were doing something wrong. It just scared me. I asked her rather loudly, what are you doing. It was just a very intense feeling. This child is a very outgoing happy child. He knows his private areas and everything. I don't know what came over me. Is that also a flashback?