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BerlinMyFriend
Hi everyone
Is it possible to forget if something worse happened when you were being abuse as a child?
When I was 9 while I was taking a nap, I woke up because I felt my body was moving a lot. When I opened my eyes my cousin (16) was doing things to me (not giving details) and he was masturbating. I was shocked and did not understand what was happening the only thing I knew it was I did not like it and it hurt. I closed my eyes again to try and continue sleeping and when I remember being awake again, it was night already. When my cousin woke me up doing what he was doing it was still sunny and with light outside, I was in front of the window.
I don't know how many hours passed and how could I possibly fell asleep again. When I woke up at night I went to find my dad to try and tell him what had happened but I just couldn't and never did. My cousin never came back to my house again.
When I think of this situation I have panic attacks and have a lot of physical symptoms, feel dizzy and with nausea, pain in my body because I don't understand how I was able to Fall asleep again. I just don't know what happened in that time lapse.
Is it possible to forget if something worse had happened? I don't want to know if something else happened just want to know if it's possible to forget?
Thanks, I'm getting ready to talk about this with my therapist
Is it possible to forget if something worse happened when you were being abuse as a child?
When I was 9 while I was taking a nap, I woke up because I felt my body was moving a lot. When I opened my eyes my cousin (16) was doing things to me (not giving details) and he was masturbating. I was shocked and did not understand what was happening the only thing I knew it was I did not like it and it hurt. I closed my eyes again to try and continue sleeping and when I remember being awake again, it was night already. When my cousin woke me up doing what he was doing it was still sunny and with light outside, I was in front of the window.
I don't know how many hours passed and how could I possibly fell asleep again. When I woke up at night I went to find my dad to try and tell him what had happened but I just couldn't and never did. My cousin never came back to my house again.
When I think of this situation I have panic attacks and have a lot of physical symptoms, feel dizzy and with nausea, pain in my body because I don't understand how I was able to Fall asleep again. I just don't know what happened in that time lapse.
Is it possible to forget if something worse had happened? I don't want to know if something else happened just want to know if it's possible to forget?
Thanks, I'm getting ready to talk about this with my therapist
