Hello - I was abused as a child by my father's girlfriend who was really the only mother I ever had until my father passed away when I was 16 years old. I now have dreams a few times per week about this woman but she is always sweet or I am always consoling her as she is upset about something. I never dream about how she beat me when I was a child or any of the horrific things I went through. It's always a feel good dream that when awake leaves me confused and a little angry. I don't want to dream about her and I especially don't want to have sweet dreams about her when she was truly a monster. Am I all alone in this?