Seenitall97
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I wake up most days now covered in sweat that smells like vinegar not like bo I've put it down to stress hormones acting up because when I wake up for the first few hours it usually feels like I'm there in the morgue it's with years and trial and error that I've learned how to use the gym as a crutch instead of weed in my town I can't get good therapy because I still smoke I've got diagnosed at age 13 I'm 24 now I have no friends left nobody seems to understand they say it's all in my head ect I don't understand why I was sent over thinking back I've never seen anything like it and I witnessed a car crash that resulted in deaths I seen inside the car at age 5 never had any effect on me but seeing your best friend and sister and sometimes mother like that changes you forever I'll never be the same I use a light blanket usually and this keeps the sweat's away but I'm in Ireland and I need to use a heavier blanket and this is causing it to come back I look normal maybe even more able than some people Physically but mentally I think I'm that shook to the core rocked 13 year old in that room with my sister and it's hard because I'm starting to get more and more out of touch with reality that sometimes it feels like maybe I died and this is a coma or something with everything going on it kind of makes sense has anyone had these problems for over a decade and gotten better eventually?