Defaultxlove
MyPTSD Pro
It seemed like the devil himself was asking me
"Why can't I have you"
Ugh cause I'm not yours!
I pushed this psycho lady into a lower ditch, her head bled out. She was trying to trap/force me at her house then a ghost took over her and said "Why can't I have you"
I was too frozen in fear to move. I stood there dissociative And shortly after that I woke up.
Left with the same anxiety and anger I had yesterday
And this is the second time I slept well and then right before I woke up was jolted with some sort of crazy emotion to deal with in waking life
I feel like the body does this to remind us how IRL feels but I'm not trapped. No crazy lady in my life.
:/ I feel messed up :(
Crazy
Spooked
Tired of it all
I learned from the dream that inthe dream my anxiety was holding me back from survival. I was frozen couldn't think of where my keys were to leave
What do you think?
"Why can't I have you"
Ugh cause I'm not yours!
I pushed this psycho lady into a lower ditch, her head bled out. She was trying to trap/force me at her house then a ghost took over her and said "Why can't I have you"
I was too frozen in fear to move. I stood there dissociative And shortly after that I woke up.
Left with the same anxiety and anger I had yesterday
And this is the second time I slept well and then right before I woke up was jolted with some sort of crazy emotion to deal with in waking life
I feel like the body does this to remind us how IRL feels but I'm not trapped. No crazy lady in my life.
:/ I feel messed up :(
Crazy
Spooked
Tired of it all
I learned from the dream that inthe dream my anxiety was holding me back from survival. I was frozen couldn't think of where my keys were to leave
What do you think?