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June 25th. Five years ago I gave birth to a beautiful blue eyed sleeping baby girl. Too precious to keep in Earth.
I am struggling today. I want to leave this place and see what’s next. Is my baby girl waiting for me? Why can’t I be happy in the next life and not have it considered suicide from mental illness. Do you ever just have a day where you wander. What’s next? I have lived life. Don’t care to live any longer. What’s the chance I get to hold me baby girl when this life is over? I look forward to that day.
I am struggling today. I want to leave this place and see what’s next. Is my baby girl waiting for me? Why can’t I be happy in the next life and not have it considered suicide from mental illness. Do you ever just have a day where you wander. What’s next? I have lived life. Don’t care to live any longer. What’s the chance I get to hold me baby girl when this life is over? I look forward to that day.