Been seeing my T for about 6 months now. She's great. I trust her and feel totally safe with her.
Today I found myself in a position where I really wanted to disclose something. To tell her the part of my abuse that absolutely cuts me to the core and makes me feel so disgusted about myself, but I couldn't bring myself to say the words. I so wanted to just spill it all out, but I just couldn't do it.
She handled it really well and was amazingly supportive as always, but tonight I'm hating myself for not being brave enough to say the words. Will I ever be brave enough to say it?
Today I found myself in a position where I really wanted to disclose something. To tell her the part of my abuse that absolutely cuts me to the core and makes me feel so disgusted about myself, but I couldn't bring myself to say the words. I so wanted to just spill it all out, but I just couldn't do it.
She handled it really well and was amazingly supportive as always, but tonight I'm hating myself for not being brave enough to say the words. Will I ever be brave enough to say it?