Hhhhhhh, I think it has been like seven years since I was last here shouting from the roof tops that I was recovered. Seven years later, watching my Dad die of cancer, seven years of infertility, experiencing a miscarriage, going through IVF, experiencing birth trauma, and the collective trauma of a worldwide pandemic (plus the feeling of isolation has a double layer for me since I was isolated in my 2008-2011 trauma).... well, my "recovered" got blown. It became clear that all I did was run off and avoid all of those years because no tool came to mind to help me manage when I started experiencing more prominent flashbacks over the past couple of years. My husband and I recently had to stop couples relationship coaching because I kept on being triggered during sessions. That was a clue that it's highly likely that half of our marital issues are due to my PTSD, but it has been hiding. I start therapy this Sunday with a trauma specialist. There wasn't really a place to reintroduce so I guess this is it. Hello everyone.