Hi, First time for me posting and just wanted to say high. I was diagnosed with CPTSD, last year unfortunately before diagnosed I used alcohol as a coping mechanism which spiralled out of control and led to dependency and a whole world of carnage. I in recovery now and looking at the road ahead. I’ve spent time in rehab and unfortunately legal custody. I’ve lost so much I it’s unbearable although I’ve chosen life and striving for recovery.