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Sufferer Hello! CPTSD and DID

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Littlesoul

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Hello! I’m new here and new to seeking this kind of support, I have CPTSD and DID which developed as a chldhd trffcking victim (sorry I can’t spell it out without panicking). I have serially entered bad spaces with bad people since my tfcing ended at age 9ish- I’m 20 almost 21- i left my last abser 180 days ago, do not speak to my life givers and have been in therapy for almost a decade. I cannot work and am currently attempting to get on SSI, it is a process which is meant for me to fail at and I am struggling not to fall back into where I was before. I’m trying to figure this all out- but I don’t even know how to be a person. I apologize if any of what I write sounds dissociative. I spend every day just trying to manage my symptoms and don’t feel I have a lot of control over my consciousness, I’m doing my best with what I have. I really don’t know what I’m doing, but I know what the stabilization process is supposed to look like and can recognize a lot of my symptoms so I’m just trying to do those things right now-
I hope this is alright
 
Hi welcome. So glad you're here! I hope you find all the healing you need on your journey. I know what it feels like just seemingly managing symptoms everyday all day. I hope you can rest soon.
 
Hello! I’m new here and new to seeking this kind of support, I have CPTSD and DID which developed as a chldhd trffcking victim (sorry I can’t spell it out without panicking). I have serially entered bad spaces with bad people since my tfcing ended at age 9ish- I’m 20 almost 21- i left my last abser 180 days ago, do not speak to my life givers and have been in therapy for almost a decade. I cannot work and am currently attempting to get on SSI, it is a process which is meant for me to fail at and I am struggling not to fall back into where I was before. I’m trying to figure this all out- but I don’t even know how to be a person. I apologize if any of what I write sounds dissociative. I spend every day just trying to manage my symptoms and don’t feel I have a lot of control over my consciousness, I’m doing my best with what I have. I really don’t know what I’m doing, but I know what the stabilization process is supposed to look like and can recognize a lot of my symptoms so I’m just trying to do those things right now-
I hope this is alright
Welcome. I hope you can heal and that this community will assist you on your journey.
 
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