Hello everyone. I'm new here, but glad I found this place. I was diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety, and depression 18 months ago after my ex-boyfriend attacked me in my home because I didn't want to out for New Year's. I am in therapy and I feel like it's helping, but I'm still going through the ups and downs like it just happened yesterday. I'm not suicidal or anything, but I'm so tired of living like this (or not living). I try to put on a brave face, but I get headaches from the fake smiles and I'm tired of hiding how I really feel so I don't bother everyone else. I just don't know what else to do anymore.