I'm looking for someone who can possibly relate to my lose of a boyfriend who committed suicide last week. And I seen the whole thing happen. A friend of mine took me on the lake to get my mind off things and I got car sick and completely froze up I had knots in my stomach I felt as if I couldn't breathe it was absolutely horrible I had to lay on my stomach for an hour before I felt any better. If anyone has experienced a similar situation or knows of an online support group Please let me know thank you and God bless