Hello all. 49 yo female, been struggling with the after affects of csa and emotional abuse for some time. Still struggling to accept flashback memories (how do I know I'm not making them up). Found this site looking for clarification on dissociative experiences, I've never been given a formal dx but believe I'm somewhere in the osdd spectrum. I appreciate these forums, I've been on a few over the years. It's rare to find community and understanding in the outside world.