Not really sure what to say..... I was raped May, 2002, by someone who I thought was my friend. I made the mistake of not dealing with it then. Not long after I began to have horrible panic attacks, nightmares, really jumpy and nervous, if someone snuck up behind me I would freak out. I didn't like being touched. He began to stalk me after that but finally left me alone after a few months. I started seeing a psychiatrist a little over a year ago. She told me I have PTSD. I still have a hard time talking about it. Sometimes I think I will never be normal again.