Ikmowhardship
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August 7th 2015 I was stabbed by an ex who I was trying to prevent from leav8ng to pursue a heroine addiction ( non violently ) long story short she smashed a picture frame and stabbed me with a shard of glass, coming withing an eight inch of my heart. I lay on the ground blood fountaining out of my chest. She left but came back and would only call 911 if I said I stabbed myself. Police saw through this. At first I felt I had a new lease on life. But now it's horrible, I'm alone I drink daily, pop pills like candy I just want to die I've been through enough. Two major surgery a permanent stint in a major artery I have to explain every time I get an xray. No therapist has helped me. I cry lately, a lot. What do I do. I look at the pain of nearing death and think it wouldn't be hard to finish the job. Friends love to joke about it. Idk what to do.