Hello everyone, 45yo American struggling with what appears to be PTSD despite my denial. I wasnt injured by an enemy but by my own and ultimately denied a full term of voluntary service to my country. The story is long and not pretty but can be summarized as inescapable bullying. I never stepped forward because I never wanted my dad to know. He was so proud of me and I never wanted to lose that. He passed last year. I may be ok i may not but I came here to help others and learn how to better cope with the ongoing struggle of my own. Thanks.