Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

Givrali

MyPTSD Pro
I only managed to rest late in the day. It's 2am and I'm going to bed now.

I wrote torture but didn't planned to write the aftermath of it. My suffering is becoming some fictional character suffering
 

Givrali

MyPTSD Pro
I did a lot of adult stuff like laundry and forgetting my friend came to visit me today. I want to keep writing my aftermath of torture fictiona but I also want to read some fictional rape maybe I won't do neither or both
 

Givrali

MyPTSD Pro
It's quite uneasy to talk about what I read or write in a ptsd forum. Like I read things some people here gone through and write what some people here went through. Things they want never happened that shattered their life.

I know I go through sexual abuse and physical and emotional suffering. But what i read is never what happened to me.
 
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