My T, who I love BECAUSE he's not one to push hospitalization or medication, has decided that in my current condition, a hospital stay wouldn't be a bad idea, just to get me out of the HellHouse of Triggers for a while. I'm not sure what to think. I agree I need some time somewhere else, but I also know that medication is a really bad idea for me, mainstream doctors and I clash really hard (medical trauma), and new places are horrible for my hypervigilance. Anything sounding like Christianity or Judeo-Christian religious content and CBT is a really bad trigger, so groups and therapy will be rough in those kinds of places. I know I can't stay in this house much longer and be safe, but hospitalization in the middle of a pandemic?? What does that even look like? Not to mention the fact that I have no money, and time off from work would be a bit of a problem. He did say it would be better for me to walk in than for him to make the call, which I totally agree with, but I guess I'm needing some reassurance that the whole experience won't exacerbate every trigger I have (Autistic on top of PTSD). Any body have any advice, or words of experience? I don't even know what facility I'd end up in or for how long...insurance would have to dictate that.