Help with thoughts
When I was 16, 3 guys took me behind their camper and told me to show 'myself' so I ran. They chased me and pushed me down. 2 of them held me down while the other pulled down my pants and touched me all over. I kicked him so he punched me out. I woke up later with my pants and panties off. I hurt a little after but I thought that was from them touching me. They left in their camper and never saw them again. I've just always wanted to know what they did when I was unconscious, if I was raped. How can I know if I lost my virginity? I feel guilty for my feelings because "I wasn't there."