LittleBigFoot
Policy Enforcement
So I thought I would only be able to afford either my physical health or my mental health, definitely not both. But my work apparently made a mistake that they’re now rectifying which will allow me to have insurance starting August 1st. So with that, I’ve jumped on finding a T. I’ve got it narrowed down to a couple.
One of them has me really uncertain, she sent me paperwork to fill out prior to appointment and it’s . . . intense. There’s a questionairre where not only do you list out traumas but also describe them. Then there’s another section asking about suicide and I get them needing to know if that’s a thing for me but it asks several questions about it including what method I used and how did I survive.
I want to completely veto her and just skip to the next. But is that me just being avoidant? It made me really messed up in my head for a couple hours, like my anxiety ratcheted up so much but is that just something I should be pushing through and just do it? She’s got almost 30 years of experience and wouldn’t that mean she’s plenty competent and I should trust it?
One of them has me really uncertain, she sent me paperwork to fill out prior to appointment and it’s . . . intense. There’s a questionairre where not only do you list out traumas but also describe them. Then there’s another section asking about suicide and I get them needing to know if that’s a thing for me but it asks several questions about it including what method I used and how did I survive.
I want to completely veto her and just skip to the next. But is that me just being avoidant? It made me really messed up in my head for a couple hours, like my anxiety ratcheted up so much but is that just something I should be pushing through and just do it? She’s got almost 30 years of experience and wouldn’t that mean she’s plenty competent and I should trust it?