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Aoife
Every time I steel myself to try and tell him what’s going on and I just can’t seem to get past ‘fine’.
I am having horrible raging self destructive thoughts and am acting on a fair few of them. It’s taking all of my coping skills to not literally go to town on them. I want to discuss it with him. I guess I’m just afraid of him sending me to the hospital, or being totally revolted by me. I haven’t been seeing him long and the trust isn’t fully there yet.
I am having horrible raging self destructive thoughts and am acting on a fair few of them. It’s taking all of my coping skills to not literally go to town on them. I want to discuss it with him. I guess I’m just afraid of him sending me to the hospital, or being totally revolted by me. I haven’t been seeing him long and the trust isn’t fully there yet.