Mach123
MyPTSD Pro
My mind is a little blown by this lol. I don't want to say what I know to be the answer which is, I want to please my partner. If that person approves, I'm good. If not I'm "in trouble", and I have to fix it. : (. It makes me happy, but no one understands why I'm like this. Not everyone approves. Everything else is part of that desire to one degree or another.