Hi,
This is a complicated question, and there are many facets to it, not least how to get somewhere when you can't seem to want anything and have lost yourself, and when keeping and maintaining a job is extremely stressful even for mentally well people.
I'm in my late twenties and haven't had a 'proper', full time job ever. There, I said it. I don't want to let this situation get any worse, and become fully lost in the wilderness.
I am currently very held back by c-ptsd symptoms and other things. I'm studying for a degree now, from home, but the wait when I'm trying to get good treatment is jeopardising my work.
I have no idea what I really want to do right now because I have no idea who I am and all I can think about is wanting to be able to, for example, get milk from the corner shop without having to deal with constant terror, dissociation and weirdness.
WHere do I start -- how can I break this down?
This is a complicated question, and there are many facets to it, not least how to get somewhere when you can't seem to want anything and have lost yourself, and when keeping and maintaining a job is extremely stressful even for mentally well people.
I'm in my late twenties and haven't had a 'proper', full time job ever. There, I said it. I don't want to let this situation get any worse, and become fully lost in the wilderness.
I am currently very held back by c-ptsd symptoms and other things. I'm studying for a degree now, from home, but the wait when I'm trying to get good treatment is jeopardising my work.
I have no idea what I really want to do right now because I have no idea who I am and all I can think about is wanting to be able to, for example, get milk from the corner shop without having to deal with constant terror, dissociation and weirdness.
WHere do I start -- how can I break this down?