UnicornSightings
MyPTSD Pro
It’s happening again with new t. Nooooooooo!!! We had such a good rapport! Now I think he thinks I’m annoying and batshit crazy and just no! Not again! I told him if that happened with him (cause I told him about transference with old t) that I would be really open and honest but I can’t just ask him a billion times if he hates me! Cause if he doesn’t already, that will make him start to! I like myself. Quite a bit. Why is this coming up?! I’m not annoying or worth hating and if someone does actually think I’m annoying I realize that has to do with them and not me. For the first time I’m thinking I should skip therapy next week and I used to do that with the last t. It’s all repeating! How do I stop it?!