piratelady
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My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for quite a while now. I’m getting older so we got a fertility evaluation. There were some male factor issues that were discovered and easily rectified. Then I had an ultrasound this week.
I have quite a bit of fluid in one of my Fallopian tubes and it’s blocked - hydrosalpinx. We have to do IVF now and they’ll likely be removing that tube. I was bummed about this at first then I googled it...
So it is usually caused by an STD that goes untreated for quite a while. I haven’t had the STD’s that caused it as an adult and I know for a fact that I don’t have any STDs now. The thing is, around 5th-6th grade I remember my mom thinking I had a lot of UTI’s. I also remember about that time, going to the doctor and having to get a vaginal and rectal exam. I guess now I wonder if the CSA actually caused more damage than I realized before.
I know I’m just guessing and there’s no way to know. It is what it is and there’s no changing any of it now. I just... can’t help but wonder. I feel like no matter how old I get my past will always be there to haunt me.
I have quite a bit of fluid in one of my Fallopian tubes and it’s blocked - hydrosalpinx. We have to do IVF now and they’ll likely be removing that tube. I was bummed about this at first then I googled it...
So it is usually caused by an STD that goes untreated for quite a while. I haven’t had the STD’s that caused it as an adult and I know for a fact that I don’t have any STDs now. The thing is, around 5th-6th grade I remember my mom thinking I had a lot of UTI’s. I also remember about that time, going to the doctor and having to get a vaginal and rectal exam. I guess now I wonder if the CSA actually caused more damage than I realized before.
I know I’m just guessing and there’s no way to know. It is what it is and there’s no changing any of it now. I just... can’t help but wonder. I feel like no matter how old I get my past will always be there to haunt me.