I will always have hypervigilance due to my circumstances. Nothing is getting better. I keep freaking out all the time. I can’t stop. I can’t believe all of this happened to me and my life is ruined. He told me not to eff with him. He stole my money and my life from me. Took it all away. Pulled a gun on me and when I called the police, he lied about it. Now I am crazy. I can’t stand the pressure and the stress in my body. It’s awful. The thought of having to tell any potential partner about it makes me vomit. Literally. I can’t get a new job, I can’t sleep at night. Any suggestions for the stress?