Aw, heck, I’m honestly considering wrapping my entire house with razor wire....might feel a little safer. Feeling like I’m living in hell. No appetite. Insomnia. Seeing therapist this week. I might be able to get a sign made to put on my door that indicates that someone with PTSD lives here with a high startle response and that nothing inside my home is worth dying for as a warning. And, for what it’s worth, please do not worry… I am not going to kill anybody. I have just been eaten alive by my PTSD symptoms for the last two weeks and I’m scared half to death. That’s all.