galaxies-far-away
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hi galaxy here,
i’ve been so depressed that i don’t want to do anything and I’ve been getting flashbacks of my csa and emotional abuse.
I’ve been trying to stay away from everyone because im sick of everything at the moment. to cope with the numbness ive been watching cartoons and trying to write music which has been pretty useless.
once my depressive phase kicked in a few days ago i have not been doing anything creative ive been just watching cartoons and asmr videos wrapped up in blankets in bed.
my friend is getting married this week and no one knows about my mental issues ive been having episodes of depression since i was in middle school along with what i believe to be hypomanic episodes in high school.
i just hope i get a hypomanic episode before the wedding so everyone thinks im okay. it’s her special day she doesn’t need to worry about me to be honest.
i’ve been so depressed that i don’t want to do anything and I’ve been getting flashbacks of my csa and emotional abuse.
I’ve been trying to stay away from everyone because im sick of everything at the moment. to cope with the numbness ive been watching cartoons and trying to write music which has been pretty useless.
once my depressive phase kicked in a few days ago i have not been doing anything creative ive been just watching cartoons and asmr videos wrapped up in blankets in bed.
my friend is getting married this week and no one knows about my mental issues ive been having episodes of depression since i was in middle school along with what i believe to be hypomanic episodes in high school.
i just hope i get a hypomanic episode before the wedding so everyone thinks im okay. it’s her special day she doesn’t need to worry about me to be honest.