I was sexually assaulted by a pastor as a kid and Easter is a really hard time for me. I’m still a Christian but I’m unable to go to church as a result of PTSD triggers. 2 years ago I ended up in the hospital for Easter because I just couldn’t take living like this anymore. I’m still traumatized but this year I was actually able to wish some acquaintances a happy Easter and I hung out in an online group for Christians today. I guess it does get better.