Welcome New Member & Longtime Survivor;
I'm sorry to hear that you are having troubles again. If its any help, I have found that no matter how I feel, whether good or bad, that I need to face my issues each and every day. In some form or another. If I go too long without doing this I have a relapse. No doubt its tough to journal or address my issues when I feel fine, but this seems to keep me very balanced. I am accepting that this is going to be a part of my life forever and I truly feel things become easier with time.
I wish you the best of luck in finding your balance. You've come to the right place!