kenzi nelly
New Here
i am suffering from complex ptsd for 4 years now due to chronic physical and emotional abuse caused by my parents ! i believe that they still abuse me because they don't believe that i truly suffer from cptsd , the psychiatrists i visited are totally ignorant ! they know nothing about complex ptsd ! they say i didn't have an accident and i wasn't in war so i can't have ptsd ! i don't know what to do with my life , i am in a developing country , no good physicians no supporting teams no supporting family nothing at all , and when people try to be close to me and try to be my friend i push them away i don't reply they calls i ignore their presence these are so typical to complex ptsd , the isolation thing , i am feeling helpless and i came here because i have nothing else to do ! did anyone have a parent or partner who were in denial like mine ? what should i do ! i don't have enough money to travel abroad on my own , but my family is rich they can help me if they want ! but the truth is they don't even want to help , when i talk about my suffering they laugh at me they change the subject , nobody is helping at all :(