Hi everyone. I’m not sure what to write. I’m not even sure if I have PTSD But I’m pretty sure I do. I have bad anxiety leaving the house and being around people. Sometimes loud noises make my heart race and jump. I isolate myself and just want to be alone. I feel like I don’t fit anywhere. I’ve been through both physical abuse numerous times and mental. I’ve also witnessed and gone through some scary things including natural disaster and few emergencies. I guess I’m just trying to reach out. I’m feeling very depressed lately and feel like I’m not getting anywhere and time is running out the world is moving too fast and I can’t get my footing down ever.