sassy-snape
Learning
Hi, just lately i have began to hate, HATE sex and everything associated with it.
I am scared stiff of seeing a naked man in real life and on a tv. I hate the idea of being touched in any form.
I hate it when my partners hands get close to my breasts, like putting them on my waist, im very aware of his hands.
He is being very good, he wont do anything and says he will stay wth me no matter what.
I insinuated some sexual behavour a couple weeks back and i hated it afterwards, i couldnt look at him and i hated myself for doing it.(he was very wary of doing anything with me, and got very upset when i shyed away from him, n curled up in my bedding away from him and didnt speak to him)
If i masterbate i cant get turned on by sex at all, i hate to get turned on just with pleasure but i cant even do that now.
I dunno what to do............ i cant even sleep in the same bed as my partner, its not him as a person, its the very thought of sex
I am scared stiff of seeing a naked man in real life and on a tv. I hate the idea of being touched in any form.
I hate it when my partners hands get close to my breasts, like putting them on my waist, im very aware of his hands.
He is being very good, he wont do anything and says he will stay wth me no matter what.
I insinuated some sexual behavour a couple weeks back and i hated it afterwards, i couldnt look at him and i hated myself for doing it.(he was very wary of doing anything with me, and got very upset when i shyed away from him, n curled up in my bedding away from him and didnt speak to him)
If i masterbate i cant get turned on by sex at all, i hate to get turned on just with pleasure but i cant even do that now.
I dunno what to do............ i cant even sleep in the same bed as my partner, its not him as a person, its the very thought of sex