I saw my T after she returned from her vacation last week. Everything went fine. I didn’t email her anything through the course of the week (normally I send her some thoughts or triggers and we discuss it later in session, I have actually not ever gone an entire week without sending at least one email). I’m supposed to see her tomorrow and I don’t want to. This is completely out of character for me. I’m also spending my day feeling like my friends are slowly disappearing and last night I felt the need to talk about outcomes of bills and such if my husband or I were to die. I’m wondering if I should just cancel my appointment. Why is this happening?