Justmehere
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Long story short, I decided that if someone doesn't speak to me respectfully, I won't let them speak to me at all until they do. Or unless they do.
A lot of jerks have been quickly eliminated from contact. Good thing.
My stalker sent a proxy who was very rude. Bye.
But the thing is, he did something that meant I lost others. Despite the courts penalizing the stalker he told people it was my fault. I had not told most people in my life what I was going through. They didn't know. Not the thing you drop on a new friend. I had left a lot of friendships to get away from stalker dude. Suddenly I found out who of the new folks in my life could handle gossip well and not. Turns out most listened to it and believed it without even a conversation with me.
I have no time for this. In the past I would have tried to work it out. But right now, I need to find people who are different.. I guess. Not sure I believe anyone is healthy.
I am so emotionally banged up though, it's hard for me to connect to anyone. I also am not okay with doing life all alone. That's not healthy either. I'm trying to date too and every time it comes to meeting in person I bail. Counseling feels like another pushy relationship. There's a massive shortage where I live so keep in mind my options are usually interns still working towards a license.
I don't know where to start right now. Mostly, I just can't do this life totally alone.
A lot of jerks have been quickly eliminated from contact. Good thing.
My stalker sent a proxy who was very rude. Bye.
But the thing is, he did something that meant I lost others. Despite the courts penalizing the stalker he told people it was my fault. I had not told most people in my life what I was going through. They didn't know. Not the thing you drop on a new friend. I had left a lot of friendships to get away from stalker dude. Suddenly I found out who of the new folks in my life could handle gossip well and not. Turns out most listened to it and believed it without even a conversation with me.
I have no time for this. In the past I would have tried to work it out. But right now, I need to find people who are different.. I guess. Not sure I believe anyone is healthy.
I am so emotionally banged up though, it's hard for me to connect to anyone. I also am not okay with doing life all alone. That's not healthy either. I'm trying to date too and every time it comes to meeting in person I bail. Counseling feels like another pushy relationship. There's a massive shortage where I live so keep in mind my options are usually interns still working towards a license.
I don't know where to start right now. Mostly, I just can't do this life totally alone.