Other I feel fine Daily. Most of the time



Hello I’m new to this. I don’t even know why I’m talking I hate talking. I think I’m ok. I have bad days. But especially when drinking. Unfortunately that has become the norm. I look at myself then and see an upstanding individual. But now I see a failure who lost so many but I’m still here. Ok I was decorated. How do I tell my son how his namesake died. 20 years after and now it’s a problem I don’t understand