Remember- you are living with other people who have Ben through stuff and that stuff makes us a little dysfunctional. If you were with functional people the situation would likely be different.It was nice to have a few days here of being able to have a couple of normal conversations. It feels cruel to go back to being the outcast.
Are you forecast snow soon? I bet snow and watercolour would be fun to experiment with?
( I had half a coffee today and had to throw it away - it was ok but I seem to have lost tolerance )