I'm a 39 year old virgin. I've never been on a date. It took a long time to begin coming to terms with being gay. I still haven't come out yet. So I've been talking to people online, and one guy, that seems nice, ask me out on Sunday. Do I tell my roommates, or do I hide it? That might hurt this guy's feelings, I don't know. I guess that's also a bad way to start things huh? I think we are going to watch movie at my place. I have the usual thoughts about pushing people away. I get a million thoughts about all the ways I'm not good enough to be with anyone. He asked me though. I'm just freaking out about it. I don't know how to act on a date. What do I talk about. I usually avoid social situations. I know this seems like teenage stuff, but I've never gone through this before. I could use some advice please.