hope4us
Policy Enforcement
i know memory loss can be a symptom of ptsd for some people, but mine is like to the point where i cant even funtion, and i feel like im losing my mind. i forget major things, like somoene sent me a lot of money and i completely forgot about it for a few hours until something reminded me of it. and i drove my car without insurance cause i completely forgot that my policy got cancelled. and i thought that was a big enough deal to me that i would remember it but i forgot and drove my car. i would never do that intentionally because i dont want to deal with the risks that come with it, its a big deal to me. and i had things planned with people when i got back to my apartment today, i was thinking about it on the way home and reminding myself to not forget about it but when i got home i forgot about it for 2 hours until i checked my phone and saw all these messages. i even try writing things down on a board that sits in front of my face all day but as soon as i start to do soemthing i get distracted by something else and than by another thing. i cant get anyting done and i feel like i cant funtion. is anynoe elses ptsd THIS bad with memory? could this be because i was repeatedly strangled to the point of blacking out?? what else might cause something like this? im goign to a psychiatrist soon but im just impatient and woudl like to know ideas ahead of time. and how should i help myself with it this bad?