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Plans for today:
1. Church, check
2. Take kid to lesson, check
3. Read... nope
4. Laundry... nope
5. Way late work email, check
6. Walk dog... nope :-(
7. Summer schedule... nope
8. F.A. kids billing... nope
9. Call people that owe, nope
10. Figure out this week... nope
11. Grocery store... nope
12. Straighten up house...nope
In the past I could typically do all of this on a Sunday. I feel like a failure. It takes 3 times longer to do anything. My anxiety is awful due to the work stuff I was trying to accomplish and my lack of time for exercise. Plus, I processed some of my trauma last night and that alone is killing my spirit. So... will it continue to get better or am I forever disabled where I can't do as much as I am used to doing?
1. Church, check
2. Take kid to lesson, check
3. Read... nope
4. Laundry... nope
5. Way late work email, check
6. Walk dog... nope :-(
7. Summer schedule... nope
8. F.A. kids billing... nope
9. Call people that owe, nope
10. Figure out this week... nope
11. Grocery store... nope
12. Straighten up house...nope
In the past I could typically do all of this on a Sunday. I feel like a failure. It takes 3 times longer to do anything. My anxiety is awful due to the work stuff I was trying to accomplish and my lack of time for exercise. Plus, I processed some of my trauma last night and that alone is killing my spirit. So... will it continue to get better or am I forever disabled where I can't do as much as I am used to doing?