i dont think its agoraphobia becauase i dont have a panic attack every time i leave. years ago id leave my house and come back several times everyday. now i struggle to leave once a day for 10 minutes. i just want to hide out in my house with no other people around 95% of the time. and the other 5% of the time i still want to be at my house, but maybe with a friend over. i dont think im depressed, but i have ptsd from an abusive relationship. i never thought i would ever become like this. i dont even feel like im the same person i use to be. why do i never feel like going anywhere with anyone, and how can i change it?