NatukeiNeko
New Here
Hi,
I finally decided to talk about it, my sexual abuse. I still feel so odd about calling it that. Every time I acknowledge it as Sexual Abuse, PTSD, Rape... It feels like a lie. But, I've spent too many years not only reminding myself, but having those few people who know remind me as well that... It was that, and it wasn't, isn't my fault.
I made a post in the Sexual Assault section already, detailing exactly how I feel right now, exactly why I chose now to join and finally talk about it... (If you care to read... It's quite long, my apologies, please don't feel obligated to read it: https://www.myptsd.com/threads/its-like-nothing-has-changed.85917/)
I hope that here I can not only find support, but offer it too. I'm no stranger to psychological problems, and I know that, for me at least, nothing helps more than talking to others about it, especially those who truly understand or care.
I finally decided to talk about it, my sexual abuse. I still feel so odd about calling it that. Every time I acknowledge it as Sexual Abuse, PTSD, Rape... It feels like a lie. But, I've spent too many years not only reminding myself, but having those few people who know remind me as well that... It was that, and it wasn't, isn't my fault.
I made a post in the Sexual Assault section already, detailing exactly how I feel right now, exactly why I chose now to join and finally talk about it... (If you care to read... It's quite long, my apologies, please don't feel obligated to read it: https://www.myptsd.com/threads/its-like-nothing-has-changed.85917/)
I hope that here I can not only find support, but offer it too. I'm no stranger to psychological problems, and I know that, for me at least, nothing helps more than talking to others about it, especially those who truly understand or care.