I have been having alot of trouble as of late, with both my MS and my PTSD, I am in constant pain now my MS spasaming, :boxem: my heart is broken and even though I have been reassured that I am not ,I have constant thoughs that I am a bad mother, :crybaby: that Iam not there enough, that I dont have enough patience etc. The other issueare that I am having a flood od flashbacks, from my molestation as a child and I think that is because He is skipping the country, I also have what I call survivor guilt --Guilt that if I can only make myself charge him, find the courage to give my statement , and I worry that he will hurt others. I need your help guys I am not making it on my ownright now, I need support please yes I know it sounds needy and it is, sorry.:dummy-spi