Other I saw my abuser talking on TV last night

Chiqui

MyPTSD Pro
I was watching a TV program on self help books and all their lies, and without knowing, the face of my abuser came on TV. She was interviewed. I was drawn to her words and manners. They were alive again on my mind, torturing me. Now, I don't know how to deal with this strong impression. I keep thinking on her and the time I was under her influence.
 

Survivor3

MyPTSD Pro
I was involved with some woman (non sexual) even though she wanted too and she was doing Neuro linguistic programming on me. It didnt work and was crap to be honest. I managed to get away from her. She was a freak.
 

Chiqui

MyPTSD Pro
I was involved with some woman (non sexual) even though she wanted too and she was doing Neuro linguistic programming on me. It didnt work and was crap to be honest. I managed to get away from her. She was a freak.
This wasn't sexual neither. It was a relationship slave and owner. It was about meditation and women empowerment. It was /is a cult...
Glad to know you got away from pnl and from her. It sucks.
Thanks 🌿
That must have been so tough, I'm sorry.
Sitting with you in the present, if that's ok.
You are most welcomed to be with me at this moment. When the things got really bad, this site is the only place I can come back for confort and understanding. Thank you very much 💮
 

bellbird

Sponsor
You are most welcomed to be with me at this moment. When the things got really bad, this site is the only place I can come back for confort and understanding. Thank you very much 💮
Very glad you were able to check in then.
I'm always terrified I will see my abuser again, so can only imagine how it must have felt to suddenly be confronted with them.

How are you feeling now? I hope you've been able to feel somewhat grounded again since.
 

Chiqui

MyPTSD Pro
I am going to try to avoid to think about it until I feel able to deal with it. Some leisure, music and films will help today. But I am definitely shocked and it's understandable. Thanks for your concern 👍🏻
 

Mach123

MyPTSD Pro
This wasn't sexual neither. It was a relationship slave and owner. It was about meditation and women empowerment. It was /is a cult...
Glad to know you got away from pnl and from her. It sucks.
Thanks 🌿

You are most welcomed to be with me at this moment. When the things got really bad, this site is the only place I can come back for confort and understanding. Thank you very much 💮
All this stuff in my humble opinion is about this . Slave and owner. Sex is part of it but it’s not sexual per se, it’s dominance.

Im sorry you saw your abuser. I hope you can get her out of your head somehow. I am living with mine. She plays the role. That’s because of re enactment and for me the pattern just continues.

Psyops. Psychological manipulation and abuse. It might not look terrible on the surface but it’s real.
 
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