It's not okay, right?
Keep telling myself it's fine even if fixing jack squat but d'uh. 'Go ask someone else.'
So I'm asking.
Missing way many people. Tired of failing people. Tired of whatever the hell I said wrong that makes someone's brain go splat again. Tired of talking never getting anywhere and silence even less.
And when I figure a fix I have f*cked up DID boyband telling me going out is not okay and to reach out.
Sorry for pathetic post.
Keep telling myself it's fine even if fixing jack squat but d'uh. 'Go ask someone else.'
So I'm asking.
Missing way many people. Tired of failing people. Tired of whatever the hell I said wrong that makes someone's brain go splat again. Tired of talking never getting anywhere and silence even less.
And when I figure a fix I have f*cked up DID boyband telling me going out is not okay and to reach out.
Sorry for pathetic post.