warmblanket
New Here
i dont know how to describe this feeling i have... i'm seeing a distorded version of myself all the time. sometimes when people talk it sounds like they are underwater. sometimes when i eat it's like i'm not even tasting my food. when i look out my window, it's a painting. when i'm outside, it's like everything is made out of cardboard and about to fall over. these feelings aren't new to me, in fact i'm numb to them. how do i feel again? i have shut myself off from the world around me. i'm completely disconnected, floating in nothingness. i just need to know that someone else has felt this way.