Imagining you’re a child when you masturbate


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Is imagining your a child and fantasising about your abuser touching child you or getting child you to touch yourself, normal? I always do this I never imagine anyone else just that person but I don't remember them ever touching me down there though I do remember them touching my bum whilst hugging me and not letting me go and not moving out the doorway so I had to push past and got stuck with his crotch pressing against my bum cause he just turned sideways instead of moving completely out the way. I also had a flashback of him holding my arm down on a bed and the duvet disappeared then in real life my down there started throbbing after the image went but I didn't see anything else.