moshpitmunkey
Confident
I've had several setbacks moving forward in my recovery. I have abandoned therapy, have lost meaningful relationships and I have a severe lack of a support group in my real life. I am in dire need of some words of strength or encouragement because those close to me are unable to provide that or don't know how. I have been increasingly depressed, suicidal, sleepless, paranoid, extremely distrustful, hypervigilant, gaurded and explosive. Last night I jumped out of a so called friends car and walked home. If anyone has any kind words to spare, or prayers please send them my way. I'm really struggling.