whiteraven
MyPTSD Pro
The prefixes seem to have disappeared in this forum. Or they disappeared a long time ago, and I just never noticed. LOL
So...it would seem that a couple of my insiders are back. Or they were. It's been ages since I have been aware of them. The last two weeks have been dreadful, and my five-year-old started talking/crying about needed a stuffed animal to hold. This happened before, a long time ago. And then she wouldn't stop crying. And I had already been crying, so we were a mess.
I got a new stuffed dog (am I the only over-60-year-old that has tons of stuffed animals in their house?), and now she's gone again, or at least quiet.
Another older one, one who is usually angry and hostile and takes no sh*t, appeared again early last week. She decided I'm not expressing my anger enough, so she did it for me.
Although both felt very separate from me, they also felt more a part of me, if that makes sense. Like, I didn't feel horribly out of control or completely freaked out that someone else would find out. That's probably a good thing.
Things have settled down considerably from last week, so everything is back to "normal." Whatver that means.
So...it would seem that a couple of my insiders are back. Or they were. It's been ages since I have been aware of them. The last two weeks have been dreadful, and my five-year-old started talking/crying about needed a stuffed animal to hold. This happened before, a long time ago. And then she wouldn't stop crying. And I had already been crying, so we were a mess.
I got a new stuffed dog (am I the only over-60-year-old that has tons of stuffed animals in their house?), and now she's gone again, or at least quiet.
Another older one, one who is usually angry and hostile and takes no sh*t, appeared again early last week. She decided I'm not expressing my anger enough, so she did it for me.
Although both felt very separate from me, they also felt more a part of me, if that makes sense. Like, I didn't feel horribly out of control or completely freaked out that someone else would find out. That's probably a good thing.
Things have settled down considerably from last week, so everything is back to "normal." Whatver that means.